Farah speaks so freely.

Hello.

I have more than 100 pictures to share but Java is just giving me problems.

Fret not, I'll be back real soon.

As soon as im done with Andayu, I promise.

I THINK won't be logging in to Onsugar until end of production.

Like I've said ealier on, I'll be occupied with trainings next week and fyi, I have precamp on Thursday and I'll only be back home on Saturday.

Honestly, I am nervous for production.Not to say im not prepared, but even now, things are not good enough.

xoxo

Hello.

I was just checking my inbox when I saw an email from RD. The title alone is interesting so I immediately open it up and below is just a snippet of it.

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change!!!!!
Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population
and find someone who will treat you with utter respect

Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..and actually mean it.

Well, I do have my own 'list' of the qualities I look for in a guy. I realise I've been talking a lot about school and how life has been treating me. So now, I make it a point to talk about something different and more interesting. Heh.

I don't need a guy to say "I MISS YOU" & "I LOVE YOU" when they don't really mean it.

I need someone who is willing to go miles for me even if it takes forever to reach me.

I don't need a guy to buy things for me just to make me feel pleased.

I need someone to be right there ,within me, whenever I need company.

I need someone who is sincere & honest in everything he does.

I need someone to make me feel as though im the queen of the world whenever I feel like a shit in rubbish chute.

Someone who would constantly show care & concern.

Someone who would give me calls early in the morning and make sure im not late for school.

Someone who is willing to accompany me back home from late night classes/trainings.

Someone who would plan an impromptu lunch/dinner dates.

Someone who would take me to places I've never been and have quality time together.

And lastly, it would be someone who understands me well enough to tell me im not myself lately.

I don't need no john tucker in school. I want another Jack Dawson( Go figure). Sweet.

I probably think I've written enough but I know there's no end to what you want in your dream guy. Never is there an end in everything in life. Well, life goes on and on, same goes to the qualities you look for in someone you're really honoured to be with.

xoxo

Hello.

I know there's nothing to blog about. But I just have this sudden urge to log in to OnSugar and just blog about something very random. I have like 2 hours left before Oral and honestly, I'm not done with memorizing of Surah Yasin. It takes me about half an hour to memorize one short sentence. Yesterday chilling-cum-studying session with Ain didn't work out as planned. Our intention of going to coffee bean was to sit down and have about 10% of gossiping & talking and 90% of memorizing. Instead, it worked another way round. So we didn't really take the time we had to do what we were supposed to do. Seems to me like I have so much to tell her after not meeting for a week. From our eyecandy, to class boyfriend etc. It's funny that Ain didn't scold me for not shutting my mouth for even a second. She allowed me to talk and talk for the whole 2 hours. Even though I know she's too nice to scold me , well at least give me a wake up call or something.Alright, I think it's time for me to have my shower and get ready for school.

xoxo

Hello.

I learn that it's easy to make the first impression, but it takes time to understand who the person really is. There's a saying, first impression lasts. But not now, after knowing the truth.My impression changed right away. Sometimes, things are just too difficult to be hidden. One day, someone can just spill the beans out. And I would say I am glad to have someone who is brave enough to spill the beans out. If not, I wouldn't be able to know if the 'beans' are perfectly fine or otherwise.

I would never thought that this day would come. A day where I would expect the unexpected.

But I will never fail to remember that those who love me will always be there by my side. Despite the pain you feel, look around you, who are there to console you if it's not for your family and TRUE friends?

i miss all of you :)

xoxo

Hello.

SP's production isn't that bad afterall. I just don't like to watch a show with a sad ending.

So as told by Khaiman,  the show will start at 7.30pm. However, at 7.45pm, all the guests were still standing outside waiting to enter the auditorium. You know how much I hate to wait, especially for event like this.

And since I rarely visit SP, I got kinda lost so as to where to drop from Jurong East. Is it towards Joo Koon or Pasir Ris? Ok yesterday, Farah was sucha noob that she confidently drop off the wrong side of the train. As the train was approaching Dover, I, once again confidently stood in front of the wrong side of the door, waiting for it to open. I was already preparing to get out of the train only to find out that I actually stand on the wrong side of the door. You wouldn't know how mcuh I put myself in composure so I wouldn't laugh at myself. OMG! It's embarrassing you know.

Once I reached Dover, I had to wait for Fariha. So in the meantime, I went to the toilet. And even when I was in the cubicle, I kept thinking about how stupid I looked when I was in the train. I just feel like killing myself aready cos it was completely embarassing! But, I told myself. It's okay. I'll never want to return to SP.

Khaiman and gang was late again even though we were told to meet at Dover at 7pm. -.-''

Pity me , don't you? Hahaha.

Fariha and I made our way first to SP and the very first person I spotted was Saiful cos his blonde hair is easily seen that I can already recognize from far.

Right after the show, Sharul had plans of having a late night supper. So I agreed and followed them to Woodlands' Mcd. We gossiped till midnight and went back by cab. Annnnnnd, I agreed to join Sharul's dance group over at Fuchun CC and I am kinda excited for that. =D

xoxo

Penari MELETOP!

Hello.

French class on Wednesday was pretty interesting. Fatin is also in the same class as I am and I feel like it's primary school all over again. Hehehe. She was my bestfriend back in Primary 1 & 2. We were separated in Primary 3, when I was transferred to Canberra Primary. Only in Secondary 2, we managed to contact each other back again. And after that, we didn't meet anymore only until the first day of Orientation in Poly.

For a start I would think I did kinda good in my conversation in French. I'm still having a problem memorizing the pronounciation of the 26 alphabets. But I'm sure I will get better along the way. Fret not Farah, you have a friend like Aiba who is willing to guide you with French. (Only if she wants to help me cos she's not always nice. Hahaha..)

Oh this diva has new French name which is Chantal. SEXY!

So just a while a go, I had a conversation with a person who I can surely rely on. I shared everything that has been happening to me lately. No secrets kept. I poured everything out and she was willing to listen. Not only she's a good listener, she's absolutely a good adviser as well.She gave me tons advise on what I should do in my current situation. You know the situation right now is pretty much complex to me. Cos someone is just acting very contradicting and for me to trust person is not as easy as it seems.

I only have 2 hours of lesson tomorrow. What should I do then between 12pm to 7.30pm?Everybody else is schooling! Jeeez...

xoxo

Hello.

What a way to begin Semester 2! *rollin eyes*

First, lesson for both QC and PED were cancelled. All thanks to the lecturers who were probably enjoying Thosai at home, celebrating Deepavali. (Oh wait, do they even eat Thosai during Deepavali?) Second, I was already on my way to the MRT station when I received a message from Pann, saying there will be no lesson for PED. See how sucky my first day of school was?! Then I was thinking, might as well I miss the last 2 hours of Tina Tan's lesson cos it would be a waste time to come to school for prolly less than an hour for a lab safety briefing. Well, eventually I did  skip TT's lesson cos some of my friends were also skipping, so why not join in the fun of skipping lesson of the first day of school. -.-" So instead of making my way to NYP, I made the effort to actually visit my friends in RP. Since I have nothing to do ON MY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL, I decided to spend my 'holiday' gossiping, again, with my friends. I was seriously tired of staying at home for the past 1 month, or prolly more. I'm glad to meet them again and share so many stories. Ok enough of my Monday cos what I actually did was to gossip from 3pm - 7pm. Amazing huh? Totally! And Mama was already nagging at me when I reached home. As a 'punishment', I had to clean the dishes. Haha..

Second day was probably better, well maybe because I got the gears in my brain running with BCS and OC lectures. OH GOD GRACIOUS, I am finally back on track ,studying ! There were some crick crick moments every now and then during lecture but it's all good.

Wanna know something? I'm actually sexcited for tomorrow's Calculus lecture. Hehehe..

I'm off now to bed.

xoxo